10.14.2003
I am mad at the world today for no apparent reason. sometimes i wish my brain had an off switch. that way i could just tune out for awhile and not worry about anything, for just a few minutes to recouperate. cest la vie.
10.11.2003
Howcome a picture doesen't ever turn out the way i envision it? am i not skilled at this or is it just not possible to do what i want? i guess the only thing to do is keep trying. it is just frustrating. on thursday there is a darkroom teaching session so i can learn how to develop my own pictures. cool!
10.09.2003
Can time belong to anyone? When people say that you are wasting their time or taking it up, is that even a true statement. If someone says that to me i am to going to ask them how they came into owning some part of time. Come on, is that really possible?
10.08.2003
YAY! my dad is currently somewhere between Decatur and Galesburg driving to come and visit me and take me away from the cafeteria and to Some real grubs. mmmm grubs. ( :
What is the point at which one just gives up? My Classical Electromagnetism class is just not clicking. usually when i am having trouble i just study harder and then it clicks and i understand. In this class i just seem to be getting more and more lost. I wish i could go back to figuring out circuits. man that was so easy. I guess i should just study even harder....
9.07.2003
last night it instantly became autumn. The weather got just a slight bit cooler and there were leaves all over the road. It reminded me of so many halloween nights with a raincoat gripping my costume so as not to get hypothermia.
summer always slips away in an instant, the way someone disappears under the water right after leaping from the dock. They are all at once silenced and invisible, and the clearest image is of the swimmer right before she becomes submurged.
summer always slips away in an instant, the way someone disappears under the water right after leaping from the dock. They are all at once silenced and invisible, and the clearest image is of the swimmer right before she becomes submurged.
8.27.2003
I think i may have made a new friend. A guy on Deviant Art is from seattle and has been talking to me through notes. i Talked to him the other Day on IM. he seems like a nice guy. i like meeting new people it makes life interesting. i mean how can you know everything there is to know about the world when you don't know all the people in it. ah humanity and all your wonder. ( :
