Just For Me

I now have a new favorite hairstyle. I have been wearing my hair in braided pigtails everyday for the last four days. i want to wear it everyday but i suck really bad at it and i don't want to force my mom to do it for me all the time. i just need to keep practicing. mmmmmm pigtails.... ( :

i feel overwhelmed by life today. everything is just weighing on me and i don't know what to do about it. i feel like being silent and yet i have to answer the phones all day. i don't feel like communicating but i said that i would call david and jon when i got off of work. maybe i will call and say i want to stay home, which is true. my brain feels overloaded and my heart feels heavy. i miss adam more than anything right now.

Books i have read this summer;

The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver
Me Talk Pretty One Day - David Sedharis
Traveling Mercies : Some Thoughts On Faith - Anne Lamott
Falling Leaves : The Memoir of an Unwanted Chinese Daughter - Adeline Yen Mah
Of Mice And Men - John Steinbeck
Monster : The Autobiography Of An L.A. Gang Member - Sanyika Shakur (aka Monster Kody Scott)
Short Stories By Aldous Huxley
She's Come Undone - Wally Lamb
The Pianist - Wladyslaw Szpilman
Running With Scissors - Augusten Burroughs
Memoirs of a Geisha - ?
Lamb: The Gospel According To Biff, Christ's Childhood pal - Christopher Moore

So many books yet to read;

Sixteen Pleasures - Robert Hellenga
half asleep in frog pajamas - tom robbins

More that i can't remember right now.....

eep...