Just For Me

I am mad at the world today for no apparent reason. sometimes i wish my brain had an off switch. that way i could just tune out for awhile and not worry about anything, for just a few minutes to recouperate. cest la vie.

Howcome a picture doesen't ever turn out the way i envision it? am i not skilled at this or is it just not possible to do what i want? i guess the only thing to do is keep trying. it is just frustrating. on thursday there is a darkroom teaching session so i can learn how to develop my own pictures. cool!

Can time belong to anyone? When people say that you are wasting their time or taking it up, is that even a true statement. If someone says that to me i am to going to ask them how they came into owning some part of time. Come on, is that really possible?

YAY! my dad is currently somewhere between Decatur and Galesburg driving to come and visit me and take me away from the cafeteria and to Some real grubs. mmmm grubs. ( :

What is the point at which one just gives up? My Classical Electromagnetism class is just not clicking. usually when i am having trouble i just study harder and then it clicks and i understand. In this class i just seem to be getting more and more lost. I wish i could go back to figuring out circuits. man that was so easy. I guess i should just study even harder....